I have the gut feeling that the end is coming near.
But I will not cry, I will not despair.
If it has indeed reached the end, then my prayers were not in vain. It means the one particular prayer that I have been fervently asking for is granted.
The only thing to do is to forge on ahead.
Whatever I do, I have to remember not to undermine my integrity under any circumstances.
What is the point of my fight if I cave in and crumble so easily?
No. I will not buckle under pressure.
If I give in to their demands then that is not a fight at all. I have to uphold my principle and integrity. And no amount of money is going to lure me to let go of that integral part of me.
I should not just confess to being a believer but I have to act like one too.